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wasted
4.9.07
today is the day i got wasted. not drunk. but. i totally lost focus.
i haven't touched the books today. T.T i will, i swear. i'm going to stay up to study.
in other news, my 2nd earhole on the left. is. disgusting. no, make that uberifically-gross-dammit. yup, it's been hurting, i think it's cos when i sleep on my side, the stud kinda hurts the skin around it and it keeps bruising and pus-ing/bleeding. so i'll kinda regularly scratch the dead matter off. but i think this time i've overdone it or sth, cos it really really hurt.
and so i went off to shower, bringing in my last earstick (yes, i lost the rest, pathetic me. earsticks for me, anyone? :D coloured ones! ok, not fussy.), thinking it'd be better than a stud. to perhaps, relieve the pain a little. ok, when i took off the backing just now, i accidentally ripped off the dead 'skin' too when it was still rather attached to my ear skin. and yup, u guessed it, it started bleeding really badly.
whipped out my septanol and some tissue, drowned my tissue in septanol and started treating the wound behind. good thing abt second earholes? they are higher, and so easier to look at the back of the ear when u try flipping it. (as opposed to normal first earholes) i regretted it. but i couldn't have avoided it. there was a little hill of red, i thought it was uncleared deadskin and dried blood, i tried as gently as i possibly could to scrape it off with septanol-treated tissue. ARGHHHH. nothing came off, it was worse. and then i knew it. it was just pure infected, swollen BLOODY flesh. whee~
yupyup, so i wiped the wound again, and started dripping lots and lots of septanol all over my ear. i'm gonna be doing that for the days to come, hope it works T.T i've bad luck with piercings. though it's just my ears' fault. oh, i stuffed the earstick in despite the pain. sc's right, if it hurts, it's the correct direction, just force it through. it was really painful though, but i had to do it. i don't want another $5 down the drain. ):
-daph (9:08 pm) >>*
Daphne Tan; Singapore; Chinese; 17+; HCI; Buddhist; Aresian;
29031989; emotional; lazy; hungry; dreamer; loves: sleep; food;
music; dance; lights; webdsign; Korea!; dislikes: hypocrites;
gossips carried too far; stress; preachers;
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