Hello... please be patient while the site loads :D ~daph
tired of the sadness.
31.1.06
i guess we all try very hard to maintain the balance we've found in our lives. and we struggle to maintain a grip on the things we've achieved. we cannot let go. sometimes we KNOW it's better to give up, but we refuse. maybe if we stop to think some more... we'll understand that breaking these strands that bind us down is the fastest and perhaps even more painless way to live...
better to leave with a good impression than to remember only the wounds.
i'm unhappy with my life. in almost all aspects. i guess i can only work on myself now. like CNY wasn't bad enough.
-daph (12:39 pm) >>*
oof.
30.1.06
i'm dead beat! i think i need lots of sleep. i think i should get it now! :D so i shall.. hehe.
oh, and tmr is homework-juggling day. CNY is T_T. (oh no is that inauspicious to say? -sniff-)
Meanwhile... come on, tell me about ur day today!! click below and type away!
[btw zing, thanks for your comment! whee~]
-daph (9:05 pm) >>*
first day of lunar new year.
29.1.06
i was abruptly woken up from my sweet sleep this morning because we had to go visiting. oh gosh... i slept after it struck twelve and was obviously lacking my sleep by a far shot. -yawn- anyway, it was pretty bland, i think the older u get, the less exciting CNY is to u. Things just seem to be overdone, and not even the red packets entice u much more, because it decreases every year. ah well...
So anyway, we came back after eating at my 4th aunt's place.. we had visitors for a short while and then that was about all.
The only really exciting (more of painful) thing that happened today is the total failure of me and my earholes cooperating. I couldn't fully insert my earrings in the morning before i left, but we were running out of time, therefore i decided to do it on the way.. However, throughout the course of the day, i still couldn't succeed. T_T so i ended up leaving it hanging halfway for the whole day. When i got back, it was terribly sore... i tryied to poke it in entirely with my ear studs, but they did not work... and surveying many (on top of looking at myself in the mirror), we could find NO hole at the back of my ears, which probably meant it had already closed up. Which we concluded so.. ): We were gonna let it totally close up then pierce another hole. But deciding to give it a BIG SHOT, i asked my dad to look again. He has an amazing pair of hands that basically are MADE FOR SURGEONS. (too bad he didn't study) So anyway, he took a look with his glasses and torch and finally found the hole, i then requested for him to insert the stud from the back to hopefully clear the blockage. It hurt so badly! Anyway, he succeeded after two pokes, by then it was totally clear and i was just too relieved for words. I've just upped my pain threshold again! What a way to start the new year, and i was just SO thankful for my dad. >_<
Looks like i can't wear the yellow hook earrings i bought for CNY. ): we'll have to see i guess.
Okie, seems like a long day for me tmr... i'm going off to JB to visit more relatives. Have to leave about 7+ AM. T_T So i guess i've to maximise my sleep by turning in earlier! :D
Before i end though, i have to say that i'm REALLY amused by yao yang's first day of lunar new year. Those from 06S74 might understand best what i mean, but others who aren't, u can still read this. (it's kind of an inside joke, but i believe some might still understand) I've to run off to fill in those cross-border white cards now! tata~
p.s. Is anyone reading this yet? Might wanna leave a sign? :D
-daph (9:56 pm) >>*
hello world.
28.1.06
hullo! new blog for new year!! hehe. (: i'll be blogging here from now on... everything is gonna be new n refreshing! :D i'll be adding a few new features soon!! (e.g. tagboard, archive links... etc. meanwhile, do comment on the layout! decided to go simple this time.) Also pls tell me if u wanna be linked, just click below to comment for communication! (:
-daph (11:32 pm) >>*
Daphne Tan; Singapore; Chinese; 17+; HCI; Buddhist; Aresian;
29031989; emotional; lazy; hungry; dreamer; loves: sleep; food;
music; dance; lights; webdsign; Korea!; dislikes: hypocrites;
gossips carried too far; stress; preachers;
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