Hello... please be patient while the site loads :D ~daph
20.9.07
hey daph. be brave.
face it all with an open mind, a happy heart.
live with whatever comes, that's the only thing u can and should do.
the day of reckoning, along with all the answers will all arrive in no time, especially when u least expect it. maybe i'll dream and wake up knowing exactly what to say and do. something i'll never regret no matter what comes along.
oh well, we'll see about that..
besides that, i feel happy today. it's quite a ball.. been having 2 relatively pretty days. the days that are simple yet makes one feel warm fuzzy inside. amidst all this confusion, i still manage to allow myself pretty days, isn't that wonderful? we make days pretty, there are no perfect days but we just allow ourselves to savour the good bits, and that seems to shadow the bad.
Blog has been revived for such wrong reasons, i shouldn't be angsting here about things that shouldn't be. i have not mentioned a single paper for the whole of prelims. bah. well, today's chem MCQ is a great accomplishment cos i finished the paper. (ok, i left one blank but still!) well, usually i leave more than 5 blanks only cos i can't finish and dwell too long on stuff. hey! i rushed myself. couldn't care less what the answer was, if i'm spending too much time, just pick whatever calls out to u. who cares?
well, just a little note back to the cause of angst. i think i caused it. well, in most parts i did. a simple thing that got out of hand. make that REALLY disastrous. ): there are now so many factors and thoughts clouding my mind. maybe it isn't appropriate to say angst. it's more like.. guilt, sadness, anger, happiness and sorry all mushed into one. i'm seriously a sorry ass. bleah.
ahh, but i'll settle it soon. i will.
-daph (9:21 pm) >>*