Hello... please be patient while the site loads :D ~daph
boo.
5.8.06
ahha. i guess nobody ever bothers reading my blog anymore because i don't update.
oops.
many things have happened and i dunno where to start, it's basically inertia, just like the "after-PE-after-break inertia syndrome" Mrs Ong talks about all the time... it's been so long, i don't recall where i left off, and nothing's fresh anymore. You just never want to restart or continue i guess..
enough of that crap. it's been such a busy period, and i expect things to get worse. :S Promos are not too far away at all. It's pretty scary. The coming national day celebrations are about all that we can look forward to now, afterwhich it's a whole spate of cramming and then not long after it'll be judgment day. The question of promotion to JC2 suddenly hits me, i worry... Oh well. I feel sad that i'm not doing well in subjects i like.. I heard that people start to perform really well in year 2. hope that is true.. i'll try to work hard...
I looked through some of those scholarship guides and realised that... i have a limited scope of real passion. I mean, i find most things interesting and engaging, but to hold my attention and to envision myself doing these things all my life... probably not. I would say there are about 3 things i can safely say i would like to do.. but i have grown to realise it really isn't just my own decision.. and I doubt i can get the support i need.. oh well.
-daph (3:06 pm) >>*
Daphne Tan; Singapore; Chinese; 17+; HCI; Buddhist; Aresian;
29031989; emotional; lazy; hungry; dreamer; loves: sleep; food;
music; dance; lights; webdsign; Korea!; dislikes: hypocrites;
gossips carried too far; stress; preachers;
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